4.44 a.m.
Severely PMSing, have had sinking about everything since two days ago. Everything seems so depressing to me. Been trying to find a way to escape this sinking feeling, and tried to avoid reality by disappearing into dreamland. Then I realised nothing goes away after I woke up.
Found a reason to have a good cry to release all these tension… Was crying about anything and everything when I decided to whip out my laptop and blog about it, as though it’s of any importance.
I can definitely see myself in ten yrs’ time. Carrying 2 babies, having post-natal depression, probably jump to my death or if any other new method of suicide comes along I might follow the trend and die in the latest way.
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