Ramblings of an old lady on a Wednesday afternoon.

Third day of class. Sien. Luckily I have people asking me out. Otherwise I'd still be the social defunct bum rotting on my ass. Too bad for me, when the recruitment of the PBSM juniors is done, I will have no time to even stand still and fart.

It's going to be a boring semester academically, sitting in the SN (Sains Nuklear) building almost everyday. But I don't mind though. Stupid subjects like TITAS, Ethnic Relations, Mathematical Techniques blablabla... This year, I am taking my major subjects. Meaning I won't have to meet redundant people that I don't need to see, for example that biatch who thinks she's so smart and pretty and suka suka to "feng tao" and "gou ying" men in the college. Kanasai, she doesn't even look half as pretty as my Hong Kong foot, and PLUS she thinks lowly of other people. GAH. This kind of people don't deserve any friends la, honestly. This biatch is mentally challenged. [Deadpans] I am very serious.

So, I just finished my classes, and I am supposed to have a class later that I registered for at the last minute, but I am going to skip that class because I promised the New People that I would go for Die Hard 4 with them at Mid Valley. The problem is I didn't know that there is going to be another session after the movie. And I was planning to leave early to catch the train back to campus. Plan -> kaput.

This Saturday I am going shopping with my seniors. We're not shopping for pretty shoes or fancy clothes. We're going shopping for tights. For what? For us to wear. To where are we gonna wear those tights? TO THE POOL. The seniors were planning to go for a swim in the Danau resort in UKM, problem is that a bunch of us don't have swimsuits, and I forgot to bring mine from JB. So we're going to wear tights into the pool. This Saturday we're going to shop for tights and also book tickets for Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix which we're gonna watch on the following Saturday!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And while we're getting the tix we might go for a karaoke session. Ah... I can die in peace after this month.

These past couple of days kanasai sibeh sien. I have applied for a new IP address through email, but as we all know Malaysian speed, rite? It seems to me that they might not reply me at all. Sienz...

Starting to see people I don't wish to see, [see second paragraph] and it's annoying and sickening to think that this kind of rubbish is breathing from the same space. That this thing and I even exist on the same planet. DISGUSTING TO THE MAX.

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Lately I have been acting boh song to some people in the college. People I used to be very friendly to. I guess it's some kind of defence mechanism? Knowing full well no matter how nice a person can be to you and yet stab you in the back, I'd rather not take the risk of "making allies" and then getting myself burnt. Might as well just shut up about everything and let life flow by. Maybe life would be easier that way. Maybe that's how I should be in the real world. Maybe I shouldn't even trust anyone anymore. [Except my kawan lama la... I trust you all macam pisang over masak la]

I've seen "the other side" of people whom I trusted and believe you me when I say there's no such thing as "being your friend" and "helping you out" la. If there's any "helping" going on, it's the "help me help you" thing. Or maybe it's "help you help me". Whatever. Sometimes it's just a tactic for you to trust them and be on their side or something. It's always been very obvious to the seniors, it's just that when we juniors fell for it we were too green and stoopid to tell. But now we know. I hate politics.

P/S: I have been named Joe Rin by my nyanyuk lecturer.