#556

Suddenly received a message about something that I thought has been put to the ground to rest.

Apparently, that's not the case.

I was questioned, whether I was still in anger about something/some people.

All I can say is, it's history, I don't wanna talk about it anymore.

Why dig it up again?

And now I am trying to explain myself. 

I stand by my reasons.

Ever since "the incident" happened, I felt I was being sidelined. And I wasn't alone in this.

And if I remember correctly there was some kind of assurance that we'd be "like before" and that nothing's changed.

But the reality was never that.

So I gave up and moved on. I started leading my life on my own. 

Which I did fine.

Till something like this pop up again.

LET IT REST, FFS.

It's history, no point trying to relive the past when the feeling is not even there.

You've had your happy life, I've had mine, I don't owe you anything, neither do you me.

Oftentimes I've wondered to myself too, that we're in the same faculty and how is it that we never walk past each other? I sure know I'm not avoiding anyone. So if you're avoiding me, I can't do much about that either.

I've moved on, so should you. Just let it go...

~~~时光已逝永不回，往事只能回味~~~

 PS: I don't know I'm angrier at the person who's involved or the person who evoked this issue again.