Wednesday, 22 October 2008

It's over.

Didn't think a relationship could end so quickly, but I just didn't want to lie to myself or drag it for a longer time.

I guess I was still hoping he'd ask me to stay, that he wants to make it work. But I guess he's tired of it, and needs something else.

Don't ask why, but I just had to do it. I'm glad I made the first move. What if he told me first? I'd be more broken than I am now.

I did it the way I think any girl should do it [if they do it]. Quick, precise, no remorse, no dilly-dallying. Then you'd leave yourself with more dignity than if you were to cry and wail about it and threaten to commit suicide. Coz in the end, would he even care if you kill yourself? He'd maybe feel bad for some time then what? Your family is the one left with the biggest sorrow. So, save some pride and do it quick. Just like peeling off a band-aid.

I'm just sad. But I think I'll be ok. There's so many things to do, especially my thesis that needs finishing. Everything happens for a reason, and there's a reason for every event that happened today that led up to this. Plus, even though I am hurting, it's my business now, no point letting him know now.

Friends, the best you can do is lend me a crying shoulder and not ask the details of it. I'd really love that right now. :)

So, it's official. Poh Roe Jin is single again. :)

But actually...






UPDATE: Damned Friendster won't let me change my status. Grrrr....

2 comments:

市井行人 said...

gong xi gong xi gong xi ni ya
gong xi gong xi gong xi ni

sleepy said...

*big bear hug*

It's ok roejin. You'll be fine. I can't be lending u my shoulder physically now.. but i can always lend u my virtual shoulder. Here you go! Cheer up babe!! I'm sure whatever the reasons were, you did it for the best of both of you. Way to go gal!! :)

 
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