最近。。。

最近有一种被遗忘的感觉。觉得已经不被其他人重视。即使在自己的生命里也只是个配角而已。什么小事都会让自己觉得很自卑。很多时候都不知该向谁倾诉。为何在别人眼里都看不见我？难道我就注定当一个微不足道的小人物，永远都当别人的后备？

平时都装得很开朗，但是自己在房间对这那堵墙哭的时候没有人会知道我的感受。

Been feeling really lethargic lately, and I can't seem to perk up regardless of how many hours I sleep. I haven't felt GREAT in a long time. My mood has been yoyo-ing a lot these days, and whenever I have a happy mood I can't seem to keep it for long.

连呼吸都觉得好辛苦。我快没力了。