Life has made me realise many things. That life is not fair, that there were many things that should be, aren't.
I have been quite a trusting person, and first instinct usually lets me know whether a friend is trustworthy, and can keep a secret. This instinct so far has done right by me, but sometimes I'd still find myself trusting the wrong people too quickly, too blindly. I have gone through the pain of knowing I'd been stupid enough to place my trust in the wrong hands, but it seems to me I don't learn my lessons at all.
God, or fate has been kind enough to me to to let me relearn those lessons which morals I missed, and this time I grasped the knowledge with more wisdom.
It is sweet when you have someone to leave your trust with, but more often than not, we end up feeling betrayed at some point of our lives. Some held on to the good faith that there are still some good out there, that we should not despair; some think that this is bullshit. I think it is bullshit. Yeah, I found really good friends with whom I've shared many things. But in the midst of trusting some newcomers in my life, I trusted some wrong people, people who appeared to be perfect friends to everyone else, but only I know the true colours of such pretenders. The truth will out someday, but often it is too late a realisation for some.
Such people I trusted, I have no hate for them, because it is too strong a feeling and it is exhausting, and such people are not worthy of such waste of my time and energy. Like I emphasised many times before, I feel indifferent to their actions, but it seems to me such indifference has been interpreted as hate for some. I repeat, YOU ARE NOT WORTH MY TIME. Stop being delusional.
One of them people I mentioned is a backstabber. He has no idea how many of us who were backstabbed are backstabbing him now. Such naivety. Yeah, some people who didn't know long enough might think you're a saint blabla, but I saw through you the day you backstabbed MY friend in front of ME. You are STUPID TO THE CORE. Where got such people one? Surprises I get everyday, finding such retards.
I've learnt to be wary of people, and one friend said I am reading too much into things, that I have too much theories about the "conspiracies" among them. Yeah, maybe I am paranoid, maybe I am overreacting, but isn't that human nature? Tell me now, do you not avoid the hot kettle, even though you've never been scalded by it, and ESPECIALLY when you have been scalded by it? It's common sense, eh? Ever heard of "once bitten, twice shy"? This is called learning a lesson. DUH.
Been having headaches at a same spot for two weeks now, I really have no energy to layan people nowadays. If you see me sien sien di, you should know I am not in my top condition now. And I hope and pray idiots of the world would avoid me. PLEASE DO.
I have been quite a trusting person, and first instinct usually lets me know whether a friend is trustworthy, and can keep a secret. This instinct so far has done right by me, but sometimes I'd still find myself trusting the wrong people too quickly, too blindly. I have gone through the pain of knowing I'd been stupid enough to place my trust in the wrong hands, but it seems to me I don't learn my lessons at all.
God, or fate has been kind enough to me to to let me relearn those lessons which morals I missed, and this time I grasped the knowledge with more wisdom.
It is sweet when you have someone to leave your trust with, but more often than not, we end up feeling betrayed at some point of our lives. Some held on to the good faith that there are still some good out there, that we should not despair; some think that this is bullshit. I think it is bullshit. Yeah, I found really good friends with whom I've shared many things. But in the midst of trusting some newcomers in my life, I trusted some wrong people, people who appeared to be perfect friends to everyone else, but only I know the true colours of such pretenders. The truth will out someday, but often it is too late a realisation for some.
Such people I trusted, I have no hate for them, because it is too strong a feeling and it is exhausting, and such people are not worthy of such waste of my time and energy. Like I emphasised many times before, I feel indifferent to their actions, but it seems to me such indifference has been interpreted as hate for some. I repeat, YOU ARE NOT WORTH MY TIME. Stop being delusional.
One of them people I mentioned is a backstabber. He has no idea how many of us who were backstabbed are backstabbing him now. Such naivety. Yeah, some people who didn't know long enough might think you're a saint blabla, but I saw through you the day you backstabbed MY friend in front of ME. You are STUPID TO THE CORE. Where got such people one? Surprises I get everyday, finding such retards.
I've learnt to be wary of people, and one friend said I am reading too much into things, that I have too much theories about the "conspiracies" among them. Yeah, maybe I am paranoid, maybe I am overreacting, but isn't that human nature? Tell me now, do you not avoid the hot kettle, even though you've never been scalded by it, and ESPECIALLY when you have been scalded by it? It's common sense, eh? Ever heard of "once bitten, twice shy"? This is called learning a lesson. DUH.
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Been having headaches at a same spot for two weeks now, I really have no energy to layan people nowadays. If you see me sien sien di, you should know I am not in my top condition now. And I hope and pray idiots of the world would avoid me. PLEASE DO.
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And to Siaochabo,
GET WELL SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YA LOADS!!!!!!!!!!
And to Siaochabo,
GET WELL SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YA LOADS!!!!!!!!!!
1 comments:
Its good to realise before it's too late, and it sort of open our eyes to things we fail to see. As usual enthusiasm closes our eyes most of our time till its too late. Kudos in being able to walk away from this alive, I have been there and done that.
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